I want to..

I want to drink. Drink till I drop today. Enough of the chaos enough of the clutter, enough of the battle between the right and the worng.

I want to sleep, sleep till my mind is clear of the crazy thoughts. Sleep so that there's nothing to think all there is to dream, happy and beautiful dreams.

I want to scream, screen till my vocals turn numb. Stand at the top of a mountain and Scream my anger frustration to the valley, maybe someone will listen, listen when I drop a tear while I still pull the pain out of me, so that they send someone to sooth me.

I want to cry today, cry till my tears dry out, so that there's nothing more left to cry about, when I'm all empty maybe then I can start anew.

All of it today to start anew.